~ Dialog bersama Mr.Boss

Aku semalam ambik EL, batuk teruk sangat sampai tak keluar suara..siap pulak tiap kali batuk muntah bagai. Tekak dah luka, sampai berdarah. Tu sebab aku trauma dengan jerebu, memang gerenti buat aku batuk punya la!Jadi semalam cukup 8 hari aku dalam 2 bulan lebih aku start keje kat sini AL + EL + MC...AL sehari, MC 2 hari dan EL pulak 5 hari...MC tu sebab aku dah memang sakit, EL sebab en.hubby sakit batu karang hari tu dan anak-anak tak sihat...

Mr. Boss (MB) call extension aku pagi ni..die suruh masuk bilik die. Ok...tak la terkejut ke takut ke..sebab aku dah tau nak cakap pasal apa dan aku dah well prepared sebenarnya. Sebelum ni pun dah kene panggil pasal mende sama jugak.Die tak berkenan dengan attendance, dalam masa yang singkat bekerja banyak rompong sana sini. Masa kali pertama die panggil die kata on operation site, aku lah problem die so die suruh improve...aku tak janji apa-apa, just kata I will try my best...Jadi ni la dialog aku dengan Mr. Boss tadi...

MB: Ok...morning, what happen to you yesterday?Last week got 1 EL also

Aku: Last week i'm bringing my son for medical check up at the hospital after 3 days high fever, so I don't think I will still let him take normal medications at home...and yesterday, I had a bad cough...lost my voice for a while, vomitting...

MB: Well, Iza...by looking to your attendance since day first you join, it's not impressive and for me it's unacceptable.And this will effect others in the operation site. All of us here got their own problems but until effecting others, it's not good. I guess you need to start to find new job for yourself, I  don't know...what do you think?

Masa ni aku sengih je...banyak la ko punya effect..dah 2 bulan lebih kes pun slow..kata client lain nak msuk tak jugak masuk..kes leh bilang ngan jari kot...dah abis satu pastu melopong menunggu, terlangak je hadap tenet ni..Aku pun risau kot klau bisnes takde camne nak bayar gaji nanti?Baru-baru ni boleh la..lama-lama besok?Tak ke haru tu?

Aku: Yes sir, true and I always aware about it. But when it comes to health problems especially the kids, that's beyond my control and I will never compromise with others. How I can tell my kids not to sick coz I need to go for work. And yes, to be honest I myself did think to leave. Not searching for new job coz the same like this will happen again but to start something on my own. I'm married with 3 kids, it's impossible to avoid this kind of situation, I can't make everybody to understand.

MB: Isn't your kids were taking care by your aunt?

Aku: Yes, true but I can't let her to take care of everything on her own even she's my own aunt and I pay her. When it come to serious case, I need to take care on my own coz she got other 2 of my kids to take care of. There's no peace of mind at work if you keep thinking about sick kid with babysitter. My kids deserve for a better medication and my aunt deserve to be treated same like others. No compromize...

MB: How old is your kids?

Aku: 5 years, 3 years and 5 months...

MB: Which of them that always sick?

Aku: The second one, my 3 years old son.

MB: I thought the baby always got the problem with health?

Aku: Thank you to Allah he's fine. His brother always have a health problem since born, so need lots of observation. 

MB: So you said you gonna start something on your own, want to share?

Aku: I have passion to cook and bake..It could be in that areas...Just need my lappy and internet line, and will freely start from home, so can take look my own kids, more flexible for me. End of the day it's not because of money, how much I earn will never enough when need to pay babysitter for 3 kids, other expenses with regards to the kids.

MB: Ya...good for you, maybe you can share about it...In future should we need to cater or cakes we can always order from you...paste it on facebook..you can always add me in..

Aku: No problem sir...Sir, frankly speaking I myself have think about this so many times. I'm so sorry if i dissapointed you, I have no intention. Thank you for the opportunity given, thank you for believe in me. I have been in career for almost 10 years, it's time to move. I myself don't want be a burden to you or troubled anybody here. I don't want to be in the position which when ever my kids sick, or me itself I bring them to clinic and I feel guilty coz I'm not at work and keep thinking what you will response on this. That is not good when talking about my own fresh blood health.

MB: Ok iza..you have said so...So how long you will need?

Aku: I hope I can furnish full calendar of this month...will let you know by end of month.

MB: Should be ok then, just drop me an e-mail...all the best to you...

Aku: Thank you so much sir.

Dan aku keluar dari bilik itu dengan lapang hati....aku gembira sebab aku tak benarkan die down kan aku. Aku gembira sebab aku yang dominasi perbualan tu..Ingat suka-suka ke aku nak cuti emergency ni...Ingat suka-suka ke nak mc?Memang tak la nak idup mati sebab company tu sampai sakit pun nak gigih jugak pegi tercongok kat sana. Budak-budak kalau sakit, demam sikit pun mane aku leh control...dah nak sakit. Takkan nak marah kat dieorang apasal sakit?gila ke ape camtu kan?! Aku perempuan, anak dah 3....kalau dah kata hantar kat orang jaga bukan la bagi tanggungjawab 100%...baik tak payah beranak kalau camtu...

Dalam opis ni kan, aku sorang je yang dah kawin ada anak..yang lain-lain semua single lagi termasuk la boss. Jadi macam mane aku nak expect orang akan faham?Boss aku ni die tak de nak risau mane, memang ni company die...bisnes tak jalan mak bapak ada sebab anak orang kaya. So die ada power of money, ada duit semua boleh jalan...tapi bukan semua boleh dibeli dengan duit...

Dah 2 bulan lebih kat sini dengan head count 7 orang sahaja termasuk aku..memang la tak hectic sangat pun...kekadang cam dok kat cyber cafe ngadap tenet...aku tak nampak kat mane effectnya ketiadaan aku kat sini sebab takde work load pun...cuti ngan mc semua kene potong gaji selagi tak confirm...so apa yang die rugi?patut aku la yang rasa rugi sebab gaji kene potong.Tapi kalau aku pegang kes pun, task pending pun bersebab bukan tergantung tak dibuat...

Jadi sahla bermula 1 Ogos nanti bersamaan jugak dengan 1 Ramadhan....aku jobless!!InsyaAllah rezeki ada kat mana-mana....